Hate!!!! Angry!!!!

Woo...so happy that see u all have a nice gathering yesterday...I'm waiting so much to go out with u all...but God doesn't mean that...i missed the gathering again...

Seriously..now i really have no mood to attend any gathering...since my grangma has just passed away...dunno u all knew it or not...i think zihui is the only person knew that.
I feel so sad..i feel very sorry to her beacuse...do u all remember that friday we went to perimbun...and at evening my dad called me back to visit my granma..but i didn't..

I never think of that visit will be my last visit..!!!!!!
I really very hate and angry with myself...!!!
I really very very hate and angry with myself...!!!
I really very very very hate and angry with myself...!!!
I really very very very very hate and angry with myself...!!!

How can I spend the time with u all at mamak...but not visit her...how can i did that!!!!
ChangPeiYee!!! What happen to U!!!!!

But luckily i have taken care of her when she was still alive. Anyway...still very angry with myself, but what can i do now~~nothing!!!

When I was attending the funeral...i have told myself that i must not cry...because this will make my grandma feel sad, but finally i cried out, but not loud....my dad also cried...everybody cried...even the God also cried for her-raining non-stop..

One more thing I'm very angry with....my auntie (da gu)...U are so terrible.....remembered that the woman has death is your mother....how can u keep asking and showing the kind of face that "what she has left for u"!!!! What if she is really left nothing for u....do u wanna fight for it....I'm not trying to offend u...but just hope u can remind urself..what u have done for her..when she was still alive...NOTHING!!!! So...pls keep away ur greedy face...and shut ur mouth up!!!!

Grandma....hope u are now in the haven and enjoying the afterlife...i miss u....

Hooray!!
The calculus class finally started!
BUT~~that's really a big surprised for the first class--200 questions have to do!!
200!! Although it's not a big number, not even a small number, IS KILLING ME!!

When I got the homework, the first thought in my brain was finish it as soon as possible..if not there are tons of questions adding on. Therefore, I have dated with it during this whole weekend.
Finally, I finished it today afternoon..totally exhausted!

Wow~CNY 2011 is coming!! BUT why i didn't have any CNY mood..i think i had used to it..am I? or should I?
Hope to have a different CNY celebration~

Woo...I'm so headache with the moral presentation...
Seriously don't know what to do in the presentation...although I have read the notes given..but still don't no...Actually am I too rush to do the assignment? I think we are the only one group who start the assignment. Anyway, this is my attitude, no last minute work!! Finish it as fast as possible!!
The only things that I worried about is causing my members feel stress..hope i didn't~
Luckily, I'm same group with Junior and Quinny..my favorite members..cuz they have the same attitude with me. Just having a meet with Quinny and Junior. It's aim to discuss the moral presentation. Finally, we got the idea how to do the presentation!!

Besides discuss the presentation, we have also chat a lot and have planned for our next gathering. We are so excited and waiting the day..

31/1/2011
Eating Session!!
Pavillion!!
Farenheit!!
Bukit Bintang Street!!
I'm coming!!

Port Dickson Trip

I'm back!!!
Just came back from Port Dickson. I'm extremely tired!!

Well..It's a 2D1N trip..went with 10 others friends..stayed at Glory Beach Resort (nIce resort!!)..

Curious about what we did there??
We swam..sauna..barbequed..viewed the dirty beach..chitchat..took million photos and of course slept. Anyway, I couldn't sleep at all that night although I'm very tired. BUT!!! My friends slept like pig..=(

Actually, before heading to PD..I never think of swimming there, cuz as the people saying "the water is very very dirty!" Yes, I admit that, it's super duper dirty! Surprisingly, there have swimming pool and sauna room. These have given me a golden chance to play water and having a sauna. What a nice trip..=)

The memorable events in the trip:
1. We swam in the pool, play water together, took thousand photos in the pool.
2. We barbequed in the darkness and chitchat beside the beach.
3. We missed the countdown time!!
4. I went to the beach alone at 6.45am. Enjoyed the beautiful beach view and sea breeze.
5. Raymond and Boon cooked the spaghetti for us. I ate it although their cooking method got a bit disgusting..
6. Had lunch with them at Gilly Cafe.

Such a short trip have tighten our friendship!
Made us more closer and understandand each other!